| Location | Leeds |
| Age | 21 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 22/08/1980 |
| Date of Death | 14/11/2001 |
| Visitors | 8,231 since 08/12/2005 |
| Creator |
22-08-80 till 14-11-2001
Born
leeds st james hospital.died leeds general infirmary. Andrew was on the back of a friend,s
motorbike, his head hit a lampost from the back. He suffered brain damage + swelling of the brain.
He died 11 days after accident. Andrew was my first child , I was only young when had him. Not long
after along came laura my next child. I never regreted having 2 children so young, think I was born
2 mother. for a long time it was us 3 we did every thing 2gether, even growing up. then along came
my partner + along came jazz.Andrew,laura loved there little sister.i love my children more than
life its self,andrew all ways said he,d never leave me+ true 2 word he moved his partner in+ along
came ellis my boys boy.nat used 2 laugh + call andrew mummy,s boy.ellis 2 from the day he came home
from hos was nanna,s boy.we all miss andrew so much he was a well liked person who made people
laugh.ellis was only 18 months when andrew died,we help 2 keep his daddy alive by photos + story,s.
I LOOKED UPON YOU ONE LAST TIME.
A FACEI KNEW BETTER THAN MINE
I STROKE YOUR HAIR AND KISS YOUR FACE.
YOU FEEL SO COLD AND OUT OF PLACE.
I TRY TO LEAVE BUT AM STUCK TO THE FLOOR,
AS REALITY HITS ME WITH A BLINDING ROAR.
I TRY TO LISTEN TO THE VOICE OF REASON IN MY HEAD,
MY HEART SCREAMS DON,T LEAVE HIM IN THIS PLACE OF DEAD.
I KNOW YOU ARE GONE AND CAN,T COME BACK.
WITHOUT YOU LIFE IS WRONG, THE FUTURE BLACK.
THE ANGUISH OF THIS RUNS SO DEEP.
I FEEL IT EVEN IN MY SLEEP.
MY HEART CANNOT FATHOM THAT YOU ARE GONE.
AS MY MIND CRIES OUT THAT THIS IS WRONG.
I AM YOUR MOTHER, YOU WERE MY SOUL,
NOW I KNOW LIFE SHALL NEVER BE WHOLE.
AS I TURN TO WALK AWAY.
MY HEART TO SHATTERED TO EVEN PRAY.
I LOOK BACK AT YOUR FACE I KNOW SO WELL,
SO THIS IS TRULY A TASTE OF HELL.
SORRY NOT GETTING ON AS MUCH BUT NOT ON COMPUTER THAT MUCH AT THE MIN!!!
WELL WHAT A WEEK LAST WEEK FIRST ME THEN T I DONT KNOW I FELT LIKE I WAS MOVING IN TO THE BLOODY HOSPITAL WITH BEEN DOWN THERE WEEK BEFORE WITH ALICE TOO!!!
CANT WAIT TILL TOMORROW U KNOW WHY JUST HOPE EVERYTHING GOES OK PLS PLS PLS WATCH OVER ME AND MAKE IT ALL WORK OUT FOR ME!!!
WELL IVE BROKE UP NOW FOR 6 WEEKS GREAT ITS JUST FINDING THINGS TO DO WITH THE KIDS THATS NOT EXPENCIVE U CANT EVEN GO TO THE PARK WITH OUT IT COSTING A BOMB OR IS THAT JUST MY KIDS THAT NAGG FOR EVERYTHING AND IM TOO SOFT LOL ((NO IM JUST SCARE THAT RILEY WILL KICK OFF))
WAS GONA GO TO MOVEMENT ON SATURDAY NIGHT BUT THEN RILEY GOT THAT SICK BUG SO COULDNT GO THERE EITHER AND TAYLOR STARTED YESTERDAY JUST AS SCHOOL FINISHED FOR THE HOLIDAYS SO HE WAS UPSET BUT HES FINE TODAY AND IVE NOW GOT THE STREET IN MY GARDEN LOL
WERE THINKING ABOUT GOING AWAY THIS WEEKEND BUT WE WILL SEE COS ITS THERE COUSINS PARTY SO THEY WANT TO GO THERE
ANY WAY GONA HAVE TO GO COS ALL KIDS LAUGHING IN THE GARDEN COS RILEY SWEARING HIS HEAD OFF THINKING I CANT HEAR HIM THE LITTLE BUGGER!!! HE CAME IN THE OTHER DAY AND SAID THAT THE SNAIL IN THE GARDEN WAS A REALLY NAUGHTY BOY COS IT WAS CALLING HIM A N** HEAD I COULDNT BELIVE HE SAID IT BUT I WAS NAUGHTY FOR LAUGHING HES LIKE A 40 YR OLD MAN STUCK IN A 3 YR OLDS BODY!! WE WERE IN TESCO YESTERDAY AND HE SAID TO MUM ''NANNA DO U NEED SOME OF THIS LIPSTICK SHE SAID NO LOVE HE SAID ARE U SURE UR TELLING THE TRUTH'' ALL WE COULD DO WAS LAUGH IT WAS SO FUNNY!! A BLOKE WAVED AT HIM SO HE WAVED BACK AND WHEN THE GUY WENT PAST HE SAID I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM WHY DOES HE WAVE!!! HE REALLY IS FUNNY!!!
ANY WAY SPEAK SOON XXXXXXXXXXX
hi dady its ellis hope you are okay hope debie is looking after you and its debies birthday tomorrow will you givve her a kiss for me and i have started football training and i love you both from your son ellis love you millionies ellis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
There is nothing i can do,
to make him come back
There are no words I can say,
that can replace the words you long to hear
There are no answer's I can give,
that will satisfy your questions
There is not another soul I can introduce you to that will ever replace his
And, there is no love I can offer that will ever replace the love you shared
I can not promise your broken heart will ever be complete
I will not say it could have been worse
I will not deny it was a tragedy
I will not lie and tell you he will come back
He never really left
I do promise he hears you when you speak
I will say he loves you no matter the distance
I will not deny he is in a better place
And, I will not lie; he is waiting to greet you someday
He is every step you take
He is in everything you do
He is the air you breathe
He is every beat of your heart
' He is like the wind. You can not see him...but you will always feel him'
hi love hope your ok was a strange night without ellis didnt like it too bloody quiet ha ha he has rang this morn was just eating a bacon sandwich!!! can you believe it ? Ellis eating a bacon sandwich ha ha he is growing up so fast it's scarey i still think of him as a baby but saying that he will always be my baby even when he is 40 ha ha told him he is never moving out so he said well what about when i get married I said your not getting married your mine ha ha He is doing really well at swimming still going with school and I take him every week I wanted him to start lessons on a weekend but believe it or not he is really shy when meeting new people certainly not like me he said if I can have the lessons with him he would like to do it otherwise he does not want to bless him so he has just been learning himself. He is going to chester zoo on Tuesday and really looking forward to it.Will soon be school holidays I have got some time off been looking to take him away but god its so expensive wont be going on holiday this xmas either so will have to do something with him when he breaks up. It will soon be your birthday your getting old now ha ha.So how are things up in heven hope are deb is behaving herself, your mum and everyone are ok she semms to really like her job Ellis doesnt like her working tho he is that used to her been there when she goes but jaz is doing a fab job of looking after him and ellis well i think he will always be jelous over your mum ha ha I have come to the conclusion that he is 8 now and still not grown out of it so dont think he is going to ha ha . Well love I have wittered on enough you take care love you lots xxxxxxxx
When You feel Lonely
When a person you love passes away
Look to the night sky on a clear day.
The star that to you, appears to be bright,
Will be your loved one,
Looking upon you during the night.
The lights of heaven are what shows through
As your loved one watches all that you do.
When you feel lonely for the one that you love,
Look to the Heavens in the night sky above.
I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.
I read an old card
sent many years ago
during a time of turmoil and confusion.
The soothing words written then
still caress my spirit
and bring me peace.
I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now,
Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?
Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.
I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.
Your spirit has become for me
a guardian angel on high
guiding, advising, and watching over me.
I remember you.
You are with me
and I am not afraid.
WELL HOWS THINGS?? RILEY NOE SLEEPING AGAIN SO IVE BEEN UP AGAIN SINCE 3AM HOW NICE NOT LOL.
WELL MY TEST IS BOOKED IM REALLY NERVOUS BUT WELL IF I DONT PASS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD BUT IT WOULD BE GREAT THOUGH!!!!
NOT BEEN UP TO MUCH, CHRIS'S SISTER HAD THE BABY A LITTLE GIRL CALLED SASHA SHE WEIGHED 2LB 14OZ, SHES DOING!!!
BOTH THE KIDS GOT HAYFEVER RILEYS GOT IT WORSE BUT THEY'VE BOTH GOT IT QUITE BAD AND TAYLORS GONE ON A SCHOOL TRIP TODAY AND I FORGOT TO GIVE HIM HIS MEDICEN SO HE WILL BE MOODY WHEN HE GETS HOME NEVER MIND THOUGH BLESS HIM, ANY WAY OFF FOR NOW I DIDNT REALISE THE TIME GOT TO GO PICK THEM BOTH UP NOW!!!
SPEAK SOON LOVE U MILLIONS XXXXXXXXXXX
Heya
Heya ! aint been on here for a while but i better or peopl will think i forgotten yooh ! pretty hard not to forget yooh from when you used ot torment me ! now laura does it to me all the time haha but i do it to ellis goes through the family. Iv been fine just been finking about yooh alot latly because since i been lookin after ellis he reminds me off yooh! So i came to leave you a comment ! =] Well am going now
Love You Loads
Jazz-Min
xxxxxx
The cord
We are connected
my child and i by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It,s not like the cord
That connects us at birth
This cord can,t be seen
By any on earth.
This cord does it,s work
Right from the start
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it,s there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strenght of this cord
It,s hard to describe
It can,t be destroyed
It can,t be denied.
It,s stronger than any cord
Man can create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone
And your not here with me
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised i am sore
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I,m thankful that god
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can,t take it away.
Has the years go by andrew i miss u more + more. xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Andy hows things up there??
well we all went to nannas today which was nice she ended up saying she'd had enough and told us all to go!!!
Riley's doing well at nursery there pleased with him and he seems to be settling in well hes got lots of little friends with tooth fairys lol
Taylor got Indianner jones on DS so not getting much out of him at the min apart from ''or dam i cant do this bit can u try mum''
Me and Chris fine, he's hurt all his chest on the trampoline hes worse than the kids lol
Anyway of for now hope ur all ok up there sending a big hug and kiss up to u xxxxxxxxxxx
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